my question is this, if i give up Sodas what else am i to drink, I dont drink anything other than Diet Coke or Water, I dont like fruit juice or any other form of liquid refreshment.
Now it is going to be not only bland food but boring water too, what kind of living is this for anyone, ok it might very well save my life i understand that, but at what cost, i have done everything they have asked me to do, giveing up everything they asked me to give up, from as i said french fries to cigarettes to alcohol. I have done everything they want me to do, take all medication they want me to take, why does it have to be so hard>?
I am on 7 tablets in the morning and 9 at night so every day i take 16 tablets just to stop from dying, i know a lot of you will say im being over dramatic but its not fair, everything on their stupid list i love.but yet i still follow what they tell me and still they dont tell me anything. still i continue to do what im told. WHY?...
If i refuse the medication I know exactly what will happen, I will be feeling great for about 3 months then my face will swell from the poison and toxans, i will start to hyper ventilate or appear to, where as in fact my body will blackout constantly for 10 mins at a time for about 4 days then my body will shut down completely, if i dont get hospital treatment my bicarb level will drop tremendously ( last time it went to 3) and my pottassium level with reach the sky. my creatine level will hit in the upper 900's..my kidneys will start to fail and i will need emergency dialysis, this may not help. or it might ( it did the last time), my heart will weaken and most likely give out, or i will suffer from extreme brain damage.. I guess you are all wondering why i know so much about this...Well to be honest 2 years ago around this time i started to feel despondant about my CRD the lack of information from my doctors, So i decided to experiment and refused medication the result was i nearly died, wont be playing that game again, but i just wanted to tell you all incase someone out there is feeling the same way, yes it takes its toll the constant doctors visits, the lack of information the lack of understanding HOWEVER if you look hard enough you will find all you need to know, but no matter what DONT stop taking your medication and no matter what age you are some of you will even consider it..It isnt worth the pain and misery it causes. So please dont even consider it for a moment